However, much like the radioactive spider that bit Peter Parker, the cold virus appears to have transformed my sweet little Teyla. She has become The Baby Who Never Naps. (Teyla update coming soon, by the way.) I was so drained last night after dealing with her in some fashion for the previous 12 hours, that I fell asleep before I fell into bed. Yes, that's possible. Just ask my husband.
Now that the excuses are done, let's move on.
Oh! But you have to pretend that today is really yesterday.
<jedi powers>Today is May 1. You will question no more.</jedi powers>
Fifteen years ago today, I woke up in my childhood home for the last time.
It was my wedding day -- the day I had dreamed about for years.
I had planned my wedding since fourth grade, when I wanted to get married on Valentine's Day and have my bridesmaids wear red dresses and carry hand muffs and wear roses in their hair. (I'm a fount of originality.)
And that was before I even liked boys.
The wedding lust continued in high school, when my best friend and I would pour over wedding magazines during our many sleepovers and choose dresses, bridesmaids colors, flowers, cakes and honeymoon destinations with the same intensity as a presidential campaign advisor looking at the latest AP poll.
(If you're a female, you're reading this right now with a knowing smile and a laugh on your lips. If you're a male ... well, you're probably not reading anymore. Never mind.)
But I can safely say, my teenage imagination never pictured this.
Welcome to the 15th Anniversary Love Well Wedding Album.
Is there anything more awkward or boring than a wedding rehearsal? I think not. At least we had some kickin' 1993 fashions to keep us entertained. Lisa, my best friend in the sailor outfit, is especially hot. (And Lisa, you know I have pictures of us both doing our best Paula Abdul impersonations. So don't sweat this picture, OK? ... Plus, look at my future husband. Is that a purple shirt he's wearing?)
Why yes. Yes it is.
At the time of our wedding, Corey and I worked as youth group leaders with our church's senior high group. We were really close to a lot of the kids -- in fact, they set us up in the first place -- so naturally, we had many of them involved in the wedding. This picture shows the menfolk -- groomsmen, ushers, security guards, bouncers. I think we made a tuxedo rental shop very happy.
This is me with a few of my closest girls. I remain very good friends with almost everyone in this picture.
At least, I think I do. (I'm thinking this might bring a few of them out of lurkdom.)
And here are my bridesmaids. If I remember right, we handed out sunglasses to our wedding guests so they wouldn't be blinded by the neon color of the dresses.
But the flowers they carried pardoned that sin. Because, seriously, they were gorgeous. GOR-GEE-US. Here's a closer picture of my bouquet.
The woman who did our flowers went to our church, and she truly went overboard. My bouquet weighed about 10 pounds. By the end of the ceremony, my hands were shaking.
If you got married in a church, you, too, know the joy of a Sunday school changing room. Nothing says, "I'm a woman now" like curling your hair next to a Little Tikes plastic slide.
The obligatory "I'm contemplating the seriousness of this day" shot.
I think it really says, "Don't mess with me. I'm wearing cowboy boots."
Which is true, for the record. New black boots, bought special just for this occasion.
"Would you want me to tell you if there's lettuce in your teeth? Or should I let you figure it out yourself?"
Remember my little brother, Unca Jon? Who had the incident with the women at the gym? He was 11 when I got married. And he was the only person who made me cry on my wedding day.
After the ceremony and the cake reception and the dinner reception and the gift opening, Corey and I were finally ready to leave for our honeymoon. I had managed to hold it together all day -- ALL DAY -- when my Mom came downstairs with red eyes and said, "Jon is upstairs, crying. He wants to say good-bye to you."
I walked up the stairs of my childhood home one last time to find my youngest brother in his bed, sobbing.
"What's the matter, Jonathan?" I said.
"I don't want you to go!" he cried. "I don't want you to leave our family."
(I'm crying even now thinking about it.)
Red eyes, bulbous nose, splotchy face. It's a great look for your wedding night.
Yet, we're still together. Despite everything -- and I can assure you we've faced valleys much more painful and dark than runny mascara.
It is God's grace alone.
Corey, I love you more today than I did 15 years ago. Happy anniversary, my companion.
